Send Angels

Sometimes it is hard to remember I'm not alone. As a Christian it is inherently known that God is always with us. I know that in my head and most of the time in my heart. Sometimes though...sometimes I feel very lonely. I'll start this off by saying that I love taking care of my grandmother. I love her so much, but there are times when I feel drained. There are morning when I wake up to take her to her hair appointment once a week and I just don't want to. I wake up with no patience and I find myself acting irritable towards her. I feel like this horrible granddaughter because I'm losing patience with a woman who has always been there for me. Now let me state again. She is an amazing woman, but she can also be the most stubborn woman. It feels good to get that off my chest. I know I might be judge right now, but I also know God knows my heart. He knows how much I care for her. He knows and sees all of the things I deal with in taking care of her that other people don't see. More than that, during this season in my life, I'm learning to lean on God more. I can see and feel how much God surrounds me on the days when I just want to break down. When I think "I just can't do this anymore by myself." I remember that God is always with me. I remember that He sends His angels to watch over us constantly. That the Holy spirit is inside of me to guide me and to bring out the patience in me. He gives new mercy every morning. He gives me the perspective every day so that I know I am not alone.

"Send angels
Send angels
Send angels
Show me you love me"

Send Angels by Plumb