Friday, January 18, 2013

I used to believe


I used to believe that dreams were of my own making. That I could do as I pleased without any consequence to my actions. I wanted to be famous. Not for singing or acting, but famous behind the scenes. Someone who made things happen. Then one day I was hit by a love so overwhelming that my whole perspective on things changed. A love so complete that I would never feel parts of myself missing ever again. I no longer want control of my future. I want this amazing love that has changed my life forever to take ahold of it and make it into something I could not possibly have known when I first started my journey. I am not a person of words or a person of great wisdom. I may not be significant in the eyes of this world, but I am significant to Him. Thank you for carrying me out of the ashes that I buried myself in for so long. Thank you for holding my hand when all I felt was alone. Thank you for breathing life into me when all I wanted was death. Thank you for your Son whose spirit forever dwells inside of me. Thank you for the chance that I have been allowed to love others and to be loved in return. Even as these tears stream down my face. They are tears of joy and excitement about my future. A future with no limits because of your grace. I love you my Jesus and my heart will never be the same. Ever. Thank you. 

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